the only time i remember my dreams.

it's ridiculous, i know. i am not more solitary than i was when i was single. but it feels that way.
this is partnership? i'm still doing my own plumbing repairs. i'm still sitting home alone on saturday nights.
yes, i don't have to cook as much. yup, i'm fatter for it.
what it must come down to is hope and, far greater, sex.
ah sex, yes. because it beats masturbation.