globule, decline, decrease, fall, abandon.

"Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude." -Denis Waitley

Love. Grace. Gratitude.
every moment.

of course, the punk rock thing isn't working out for me, but skinning oneself is tough work. It isn't nice peeling, this pelt of pessimism.

so, we'll have to endure & document the slits in my hide.

#1 i think i'm a 7 until i think of a 10. i'm only a 3. a three. thirty percent. shit, no, i'm a 2. ok, 2.5 for those times a i try. and i'm envious, nay, full-on disturbingly jealous, of those i know who are 5's and 9's. they work hard. they don't have to work as for their positions, perhaps, but they're still there & i'm not.